11.09.2008

I listened to this today.

Tonight I'll sit around pushing my shit down the drainUsing a plunger and a clothespin while I wrangle with the chainTonight I'll have potato chipsWatch my favorite showsThen watch some infomercialsThen watch some TV snowTonight I'll have 9 or 10 beersTonight I'll talk on the telephone mindlessly until my earBurns from the feeling from the strain of active nothingTonight I'll avoid my hopes and fearsTonight I'll play shitloads of video gamesTonight I'll decide too late to go get on the trainAnd play out my stupid, misguided version of funTonight I'll get stupid fucking drunkAnd be an idiot, ashamed of what I've doneTonight I'll bang out another shitty song that's unsatisfyingIt's been so fucking longSince it really felt any other wayTonight I'll crumple up these lyricsAnd throw them awayTonight I'll make promises I know I'll never keepTonight I'll talk on the telephone wishing I had the energy to sleepTonight I'll sit around and bitchTonight I'll get hungry staring at the mustard in my empty fridgeMaybe tomorrow I won't smoke no cigarettesMaybe tomorrow I won't look back on tonight with vomit soaked regretsMaybe tomorrow I won't drown myself in spiteMaybe tomorrow I could tryAnd tomorrow could be better than tonightSleep well and dreamPlastic pillows that give way to someplace greenSleep well and dream

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