thankful.

i am thankful for many things.

myfamily. a big turkey. lots of drinks. carlo rossi. text messages. mycomforterviatarget. slippers. mittens. acoustic music. left over antipasto. nanies big hair. the sun glowing through my window at 8 am on saturday. elf. nail polish. friends. sisters. i am thankful to be healthy. to have healthy people surrounding me. i am happy and thankful for dance and art. i am thankful for time, forgivness. i am thankful for growing up. for the cold that smacks u in the face on a november morning. frosted mini wheats. i am thankful for words and books. i am thankful for those who write them and wish i could do the same. i am thankful for my hard toes and long fingers. weekends. fridays. pidgeons. facebook. tall socks for the winter.

couple days late for my thanksgiving post. but it is still the weekend. hope everyone is having a wonderful time.

I am...

I am.








no big deal or anything.

one of those nights. we all have them. dont hate.

Callie Shell

Here is an amazing photo essay on my boy and yours....

Barack.


He probably has the most fantastic face I have ever seen. These photos are so real and wonderful. Check it!


Callie Shell

if you have had a conversation with me.....

in the past 24 hours...I probably recommended this:

Emotionalism.
The Avett Brothers.

(now thats what I call some great album art)

so fricken good.
songs to look out for you ask? Shame, Die Die Die, The Ballad of Love and Hate, Go to Sleep, and the heart stopping All My Mistakes.

(not my desktop wallpaper or anything)

"Say yes we live uncertaintyAnd disappointments have to beAnd everyday we might be facing moreAnd yes we live in desperate timesBut fading words and shaking rhymesThere’s only one thing here worth hoping forWith Lucifer beneath you and God aboveIf either one of them asks you what your living ofSay love, say for me loveSay love, say for me loveSay love, say for me loveSay love, say for me loveSay love, say for me loveSay love, say for me love "

I listened to this today.

Tonight I'll sit around pushing my shit down the drainUsing a plunger and a clothespin while I wrangle with the chainTonight I'll have potato chipsWatch my favorite showsThen watch some infomercialsThen watch some TV snowTonight I'll have 9 or 10 beersTonight I'll talk on the telephone mindlessly until my earBurns from the feeling from the strain of active nothingTonight I'll avoid my hopes and fearsTonight I'll play shitloads of video gamesTonight I'll decide too late to go get on the trainAnd play out my stupid, misguided version of funTonight I'll get stupid fucking drunkAnd be an idiot, ashamed of what I've doneTonight I'll bang out another shitty song that's unsatisfyingIt's been so fucking longSince it really felt any other wayTonight I'll crumple up these lyricsAnd throw them awayTonight I'll make promises I know I'll never keepTonight I'll talk on the telephone wishing I had the energy to sleepTonight I'll sit around and bitchTonight I'll get hungry staring at the mustard in my empty fridgeMaybe tomorrow I won't smoke no cigarettesMaybe tomorrow I won't look back on tonight with vomit soaked regretsMaybe tomorrow I won't drown myself in spiteMaybe tomorrow I could tryAnd tomorrow could be better than tonightSleep well and dreamPlastic pillows that give way to someplace greenSleep well and dream

happy day.

yah boy.